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Friday, April 26, 2013
Christina Aguilera-Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Abah,
Baru semalam rasanya ku menyuap makanan ke mulutmu...
Baru semalam juga rasanya ku melihat mu baring di tempat tidurmu...
Dan baru semalam ku menatap wajahmu yg penuh kesabaran
dgn sakitmu & karenah keluargamu...
Abah,
Kini kau telah pergi buat selamanya...
Meninggalkan kami semua...
Kau pergi tanpa amaran...
Membuat kami terkilan & terpana...
Maafkan kami tidak memahami...
Abah,
Sesungguhnya kami amat merinduimu...
Suaramu, gelak tawa & senyummu serta pandanganmu...
Ku rindu saat kita bergelak ketawa bersama...
saat kau mengambil berat pd anak-anakmu...
Dan saat kita bahagia bersama...
Abah,
Kerusi rodamu, tilammu, kain bajumu, ubatmu...
Semuanya mengingatkan kami kepadamu...
Hanya air mata yg mampu menitis ketika kami merinduimu....
Ilmu, nasihat & tunjuk ajar yg kau curahkan pada kami
bakal kami manfaatkan sepenuhnya,
Kami berdoa agar kau aman sejahtera di sana...Insyaallah...
AL-FATIHAH...
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
Alhamdulillah.. It's been a long time since I post sumthing on dis blog. Sudah lame nk menulis tp xberkesempatan. Skrg, rase xtertahan perasaan sdey lalu blog sajalah tmpat bleh diluah.Maafkan kekurangan sy... Kelantangan sy bersuara, kepetahan sy memberi pandangan di laman sosial mahupn face to face. Sebenarnye mmg itu kelemahan sy yg utama. Emosional & xpk panjang, kemarahan sering menyelubungi dri yg lemah ini. Maaflah jika ade hati2 yg terguris dek kerana status2 yg anda rase xbleh nk trime. Sy hanya insan biase. Luahan di laman sosial adlh ape yg sy fikir cara yg bgus utk release stres. Tp ade saje yg xpuas hati walhal membenci dri ini hanya kerana itu. Mungkin cr sy agk kasar dlm menegur, krg ajr dlm tatabahasa, tp niat sy hanya Tuhan yg tahu. Jika keji niat sy bialah Allah yg membalasnye. Terima kasih pd yg slalu menegur & menasihati sy. Terima kasih jg pd yg slalu berterus trg dgn sy. Sy amat hargai ape yg anda lakukan.
Majlis sy dlm 10 hari lg. Jd, d kesempatan ini, 10 jari sy susun, mohon ampun maaf pd yg telah terguris & terluka kerana sy. Doakan kami bhgia & kekal smpai syurga... Insyaallah, demi dri sy, keluarga & umat Islam sekalian sy akan cuba improve dri ini. Maaf slh silap. TQ
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
Alkisahnye, mggu lps aku dftar amik lesen kete + msuk klas KPP(kurikulum pendidikan pemandu)...
Malu jgk rase sbb tgk bdk2 je yg ramai lam klas tu, sume mude2...ade some je yg brumur sket.
Aku pn berkenalanla ngn adik2 kat sebelah aku. Due2 umo 20 thn bru...huhu..peramah jgk bdk sorg tu...best gak borak2 ngn die...:)
Pastu time rht ni berknalan ngn sorg lg bdk ni, bru pas spm... Comel je..die pn tanye umo aku...aku pn jwbla
"jauh lg tua dr adik,dh 24 dh. Akak bru abis degree."
Adik manis tu pn tanye lg, "ooo...pastu ble akak nk kawin nye?"
"Errk..."aku terkedu...
Slame ni kt U mostly xkawin lg,
membe2 tmpt keje pn ramai blom berumah tgga lg..
Mesti adik ni rase aku dh tua kan? Dh jauh bleh kawin dh..
Napela akak ni xkawin2 lg...uhu
Begitulah pandgn adik2 kt kmpg2 ni, pd mereka aku ni dh tua dh...Tp kalu kat kl mne, aku ni mentah lg.. Xde pengalaman pn.. Nk cr keje pn ssh...huhu...
Terase matang kejap ble adik tu dok tanye experience mcm2. Sbbnye, bru aku perasan byk dh yg aku lalui sebelum ni sebenarnye...
Aku bersyukur pdMu Ya Allah kerana memberiku nikmat & pengalaman hidup ini. Alhamdulillah(^^,)...
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Sunday, January 8, 2012
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
I always think dat no one, NO ONE would understand me fully due to my complexity & weirdness. No one understands me including my love ones.. And today it is proven dat even my beloved abg faiz nvr understand me. So sorry...
Forgive me for being da way I am.
I juz can't help being me...
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Sunday, January 1, 2012
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
I miz my old self...
A determined, hardworking & filial me...
Ke mane pegi aku yg dlu...
I'll try to find her & nvr let her go again...
Bcoz with her I will feel alive...
Pliz help me My Lord..
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Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Its hard to deliver wat u mean to people. So better choose my word carefully...
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Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Gudluck abg & my dearies in kuantan for poster presentation...
Wish u all da best q(^¤^)p
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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
This is my first entry I posted from my phone. Really excited.
Hmm... I'm an analytical person. Thus, I always require more time to do my work & to make decision.
People always scold me for my indecisiveness. But, u know, dis is my life.. I dun need u telling me this & that...
I juz need some time to decide... So pliz, if u mind, stay out of my life & let me make choices. U can advice me but juz dun be mad n scold me. Coz, u juz had enuf with all that.
New year is coming & I hope I will be more mature in my personality & attitude. InsYaallah...:)
This is my first entry I posted from my phone. Really excited.
Hmm... I'm an analytical person. Thus, I always require more time to do my work & to make decision.
People always scold me for my indecisiveness. But, u know, dis is my life.. I dun need u telling me this & that...
I juz need some time to decide... So pliz, if u mind, stay out of my life & let me make choices. U can advice me but juz dun be mad n scold me. Coz, u juz had enuf with all that.
New year is coming & I hope I will be more mature in my personality & attitude. InsYaallah...:)
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Tuesday, December 20, 2011
I'm sooooo hepi...
thanks abg faizku...
U r my hero...
where would i be if not bcoz of u...
thanks a lot ya:)
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
wei, lame tol xupdate blog nih... maaf kpd dri sndri sbb xsempat nk menghupdet entry. Time kasih gak pd membe yg sebut psal blog kat aku td... seriously, byk je idea nk post tp asyik xsempat sbb sebok ngn bnde2 xberpaedah yg laen...heee:D
ok...entry kali ni psal ke'macho'an aku...
Macho ke aku ni?
Aku pn xpasti...tp adela membe aku yg xbape btul sket ni ckp kat aku,
"thanks bro". aku pn ckpla, "aku lom tuka jantina lgla"...pastu die reply, "ko terlalu macho utk dipanggil sis". Gle ke ape die ni....???
Disebabkan mls nk cr psal aku bia jela die panggil aku bro...
die ade ckp gak yg 1st time die knal aku die nmpak aku ni mcm naga...
so proud of myselflah, katenye...
mcm NAGA....(haha:D)
aku pn xtau celah mane aku proud tu,
sbb aku rase aku dh abis rndah dri dh...(yeke?)
tp ble pk2 blk, mmg zmn skolah dlu pn ade
gak membe yg panggil aku mafia...
aku pn xphm nape...
tp aku biakan je...
skrg ni bru terpk blk hal ni...
bg aku, tu hanyelah ape yg membe2 nmpak pd dri aku...
walhal, sebenarnye aku ni sgtlah rndah dri orgnye...
mgkin cr aku sembunyikan kelemahan dri aku ni
wat org nmpak mcm aku ni gedebe + mcm naga...
but, watever it is, aku adalah aku...:)
No ONE can be me except ME...
(haha...merepek~~~lol~)
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Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
After finishing my studies in iium, i went to training at FRIM..
Many things i've learnt here... So glad to be here...
To meet new cool frens and nice persons...
really happy dat i can work to improve our nature...
One of precious moments in my life happens here...
thanks all...:)
Monday, May 16, 2011
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
dh lame xjenguk blog ni, dh berkulat nmpaknye...huhu
disebabkan thp kemalasan yg pgkatnye dewa, FYP & hal keluarga,
aku xsempat nk update blog...huhu...
idea ade tp kdg2 mls nk menaip @ tade mase...
inshaallah, khamis ni aku & rakan2 akan present projek FYP masing2..
Doakan kami semoga sumenye berjln dgn lancar...
Encik neves xdtg lg cume mls je yg bermaharajalela...
malas nk praktis...
inshaallah abis presentation nnt berakhirlah episod2 pengajian aku kat uia...
pasni nk ke mane pn xtau lg...
masih dlm perbincangn & pertimbangn...
inshaallah, blog ini jg bakal dijenguk slalu slps segale kesibukan dh reda..
Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir...amin:)
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Ini sy petik dr satu artikel d iluvislam.com...sile hayati:)
Dalam sebuah hadis, Rasulullah SAW duduk bersama sahabat di dalam masjid lalu baginda bersabda dengan ertinya: "Sekarang ini seorang lelaki penghuni syurga akan muncul dari sebelah pintu itu."
Maka muncullah seorang lelaki yang baru sahaja selesai mengambil wuduk.
Janggutnya masih basah dan menitiskan air sisa wuduk. Kemudian dia solat sunat dua rakaat dan setelah itu dia duduk.
Pada hari kedua Rasulullah SAW berkata lagi dengan ucapan yang serupa dan begitulah juga pada hari ketiga.
Ibnu Umar RA mengekori lelaki tersebut dan memohon agar dapat tidur di rumahnya. Dia amat hairan kerana lelaki tersebut biasa-biasa sahaja. Seperti orang lain juga yang mendirikan solat, berpuasa, berzikir dan lain-lain.
Lalu Ibnu Umar RA bertanya kepadanya, "Wahai saudara! Demi Allah sebenarnya aku ingin mengetahui cara amalanmu kerana aku mendengar Rasulullah SAW telah bersabda sebanyak tiga kali bahawa kamu termasuk salah seorang penghuni syurga. Amalan apakah yang kamu lakukan sehingga kamu boleh meraih penghargaan yang hebat daripada Rasulullah SAW? Setiap malam aku memerhatikan amalanmu, tetapi solat sunatmu tidaklah terlalu banyak, dan begitu juga dengan amalan lain yang tiada beza dengan kebanyakan orang."
Lelaki itu menjawab, "Demi Allah, tiada tuhan selain Dia! Sebenarnya amalanku biasa-biasa sahaja. Tiada perkara yang perlu dilebihkan dari kebanyakan orang. Namun apa yang terpenting, iaitu [B]ketika aku ingin tidur pada waktu malam, aku tidak pernah menyimpan rasa dendam, tipu daya, hasad dengki dan iri hati kepada mana-mana orang Muslim[/B]. Hanya itulah yang aku lakukan sepanjang hidupku."
Maha Suci Allah, sungguh hebat darjat seorang Muslim yang suci hatinya dari perasaan dendam, hasad dengki dan iri hati terhadap sesama manusia.
Mereka tenang di dunia dan juga bahagia di akhirat.
Smoga sy & kamu tergolong dlm golongan itu jg...slmt beramal (^^,)
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Sudah bersawang agknye blog ni sbb dh lame sgt xupdate...
bkn xmahu tapi terlalu sibuk dgn fyp, sibuk bercuti,
dan lebih2 lg kemalasan yg sukar diatasi....
Tajuk entry ini adalah luahan hati sy
hamba yg lemah ini tidak dpt berbuat ape2..
huhu...
dh byk sy dgr dr mulut org ttg
pelbagai kelemahan & sifat buruk sy...
maaflah...kdg2 sy xseda dri ini
melakukan kesilapan....
ade yg kate sy sombong...
sy bkn sombong cume sy pendiam...
tp jika kamu knal sy kamu akan tau
yg sy ni sgt suke bercakap sbenarnye...
ade yg kate sy ni xde kwn...
bkn sy xske berkwn...
cume sy suke bersendirian...
hanye teman2 yg rapat
mengenali sy dgn dalam...
sy jrg buka rahsia & rase hati sy
pd kwn2 biase....
kerna sy tau sy punye byk masalah...
sy xmau org mengenali sy
sebagai seorg yg punye mslh
sy lg suke berlagak biase&
tersenyum d dpn kwn2...
walaupon sebenarnye dri ini
punyai byk masalah yg xterungkap....
ade yg kate sy mulut jahat...
maaflah...
yg ini mmg kelemahan no 1 sy
ramai yg dh merase penangan
mulut sy yg agk xbertapis ni
harapla dimaafkan...
kdg2 tu xsengaja...
kerna sy slalu menyuarakan rase hati
sy apabila xpuas ht...
sukar utk sy berdiam dri
ble ht ni rase semcm...
mulut ni juge hilang pertimbangan
ble rase marah @ bosan
dgn sumthng
oleh itu, sy lebih suke berdiam dri
& menahan mulut sy ni
sbbnye, kdg2 ade yg terluke dek
kate2 yg kuar dr mulut ni...
bukan itu saje kelemahan sy, malah byk lg
yg xtersebut d sini...
sy cube, sedaye upaye, inshaallah utk
menjadi lebih baik...
bglah hamba yg lemah ini peluang
utk membaiki dri...
Ya Allah, tlglah hambaMu y lemah ini...
Amiin...
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
dh sebulan sem bru ni stat,
sem last aku utk degree, inshaallah...
tp scholar aku xmsuk2 lg....huhu...
sdey je....bak kate membe aku,
" kalu duit xde nk wat pape pon xsemgt"
ade btulnye di situ....huhu...
sdg ht risau korek pitis merata2...
otak pula sebok pk FYP...
tiap2 hr g lab....
setkt ni progress ok, alhamdulillah...
cume tggal lg PCR & phylogenetic analysis...
n enzyme activity test sket...
arini mcm mls nk g lab...
menghadap bakteria selame bbrp hr berturut2
wat aku png n mcm xbtul...
haha...mgkin perasaan je...
tp tula, membe aku ckp...
"ko wat FYP rht2 la jgk najma"
btul jgk tu...
arini cuaca cerah,
aku rase mcm nk kua je..
p jln2 mane2
walaupun xberduit...
haha...
window shopping pn
lps jgk stres aku...
hehe...tp, esemen awk jgn lupe najma...
hihi...
the sun shines beautifully today...
i hope it last for a lil longer..:)
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
lame sudah xupdate blog nih...
dh bersawang dh agknye....
amat sibok berada di lab wat FYP...
ble blk blik dh letih xleh nk wat pe...
tp kalu cte korea blehla layan....:)
hehe....
bru2 ni layan drama "if in love..like them"
& "my girlfriend is a nine-tailed-fox @ gumiho"...
best sgt:)
lakonan lee dong gun and lee seung ki...
dua2 hero ni mmg i like...;) hihi
touching bangat cte die...
meleleh gak air mata aku tgk...
(lame dh xtgk cte korea la katekan...)
pas tgk due2 cte tu makin ske kat lee hyori sbb suare die best,
kat lee seung ki n lee dong gun sbb diorg sgt pandai berlakon:)
hihi:)
lame sudah xupdate blog nih...
dh bersawang dh agknye....
amat sibok berada di lab wat FYP...
ble blk blik dh letih xleh nk wat pe...
tp kalu cte korea blehla layan....:)
hehe....
bru2 ni layan drama "if in love..like them"
& "my girlfriend is a nine-tailed-fox @ gumiho"...
best sgt:)
lakonan lee dong gun and lee seung ki...
dua2 hero ni mmg i like...;) hihi
touching bangat cte die...
meleleh gak air mata aku tgk...
(lame dh xtgk cte korea la katekan...)
pas tgk due2 cte tu makin ske kat lee hyori sbb suare die best,
kat lee seung ki n lee dong gun sbb diorg sgt pandai berlakon:)
hihi:)
seda xseda dh smpai pghujung thn 2010...
biasenye kalu masuk thn bru mesti xselesa ble nk tulis tarikh
sbbnye slalu tertulis thn sebelumnye
xpn rase cam semcm ble tulis tarikh tu sbb no utk thn bru tu cam xsedap ditgk...
haha...
thn ni byk beri kenangan & pengalaman bermakna buat aku...
sumenye jdkan aku lg yakin, kuat & tabah...
baik buruk segalanye aku cube menerima...
pasti ade hikmah di sebalik segala yg terjadi...
ape yg penting aku xmudah putus asa
& slalu ingat pd YG ESA...
insyaAllah this coming year will be a wonderful 1:)
And of course upcoming years for me
are going to be splendid..
for i will try hard to achieve my dreams:)
muah2 gudbye kiss to 2010...:)
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
walaupn dh lmbt tp xpelah , nk ucap gak...
slmt hr raye aidiladha....:)
bz sket raye ni coz ade makan2 d umah,
nk kene jd nanny...
blk kg...& etc....
hr ni bday adik sy...
hepi besdy my dear...
jgn nakal2 lg adik...
jgn wat kami risau ye...
kami doakan kamu...:)
Monday, November 8, 2010
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....
Kebelakangan ni sgt byk masalah menimpa dri....
dr mslh family, kwn2 & jg ehem2...
tp kebykannye berpunca dr driku yg terover sensitif....
byk berfikir buat aku stress...
lalu aku cube cr motivasi di website iluvislam
& terjumpa motivasi ni....
Hati Sebesar Cawan Dan Hati Sebesar Kolam
**nk tahu saiz hati anda? bacalah artikel motivasi kat atas:)sgt tersentuh ht ni ble bace motivasi nukilan akrimimathwa ni....
brula aku sedar yg hati aku ni kecik sgt rupenye....
mgkin xsampai pon sebesar cawan....
Ya Allah, lemahnye hambaMu ini....
InshaAllah... slps ini akan sy cube besarkan & lapangkan
hati sy... mgkin lame2 hati sy pon bleh menjadi sebesar kolam...
malah mgkin lg besar dr kolam...
seluas benua asia maybe? hmm...:)
Jadi, apakah saiz hati anda?
Sebesar
atau
?
Anda tentukan....(^^,)
Sunday, November 7, 2010
First time letak gamba aku ngn die kat sini...:)
Dis is my abg Tusky:)...
Aku ske sgt ngn gamba ni...
kerana....
lam gamba ni je kami kelihatan hepi
& loving couple:)
haha....:D
Doakan jodoh kami kekal...:)
Dis is my abg Tusky:)...
Aku ske sgt ngn gamba ni...
kerana....
lam gamba ni je kami kelihatan hepi
& loving couple:)
haha....:D
Doakan jodoh kami kekal...:)
;;
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