BinTanG PesoNa

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Arini berangkat ke Kuantan..
Semasa perjalanan, sumbody tlh bg quote yg sgt bererti wat aku...
Die ckp,

"Jgn rase dri kte ni penting sgt. Jgn rase org laen xleh truskan hdp tnpa kte. Sume tu xbenar. Walhal apabila kte xde sumbody else can take our place n do the same thing that we can do or even better. They're only waiting 4 their perfect time..Kte xleh rase besar dri sgt, bukan kte je yg mampu wat sumthing2."

kata2 tu sgt bermakna bgku...Insyaallah pasni aku akn sentiasa ingat ni...
dun be greedy... give others chance to shine...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Entry ni hanye utk meluahkan rase kesalku..
Ntah knape serba serbi xkene kebelakangan ni...
Letih...sedih...dan sayu...
Rase xbersemangat dan xyakin pd dri sendiri...
huhu....kenapakah...
Ya Allah...
Tlglah hambamu ini...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Mlm ni...tdo lewat lg...kalu org tu tau die sure marah...huhhuhu
Aku xley tdo...byk bende lam kpale...
Susah nk tdo ble do pk2 nih...
haiiiih...
masalah xabis2 kan?
tensen jgk kdg2...huhu...
lately a bit tension ngan org yg suke compete ngan aku
dlm macam2...sampai sanggup buruk2kan aku...
aku xkesah ko nk compete...tp jgn kaco aku leh x?
tensenla oi...bosan...
sekeliling mate tgk aku mcm org jht...
pe ko tu mulia sgt ke nk buruk2kan org?
Tlglah...tlg sgt2...
jgnla kaco aku...
U don't know me...
aku xkaco ko so ko jgnla kaco aku eh...
sile jg dri sendiri
ok?
huhu....

Disebabkan byk masalah pd sem ni...
aku kurang minat nk blaja...
huuhuhu...sgt tensi ble jd gni...
stady pon ala kadar je...
hampehh je
nape ek najma...
huhu...
driku...pliz bersemgt sket...
U r my heart my dear...
Jom kite bgkit smule..
lantakla org nk kate pe...
marah pe...caci pe...komen pe..
aku tetap aku...
aku xkan berubah...
hmm..dh lewat ni, jom tdo...:)
Nyte....

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Do u know that sometimes love could be a crime?
When is it going to become a crime?
It's when u love somebody/something too much that u could not let it go or
lose it... Coz u feel like they are very important to u and u couldn't live without it... Right at dis moment, I, Najma Tasnim wanna let go my very precious and let it have its own life with freedom, without my nuisance, without ME.

It's simply bcoz i dont wanna be selfish anymore...huhu...
If it stayed by me then it could not contribute to others but...
if i let it go, I'm sure it will fly free and do many great things...
Even without me by its side...coz it has so many potential that
if it stayed with me, it would always get stucked by a wall built by me...

I dont want to ruin it.. I'll let others have it.
I dont wannabe a nuisance for u my dear...
Go....Fly free...
I'm sorry that I don't have the courage to let u go earlier..
So sorry...
Now, go and make ur way...
And make ur own history...
Make many magnificent things...
So that u wont regret any more...
I let u go...but do not worry...
Ur memories will stay with me forever...
Hope u remember me too...
And cherish the time we had together..
Coz there's nothing could replace those memories...
So long...

A few days ago, my classmates and I were asked by our lecturer to write a comment on a post in her blog entitled "What money means to you"... So...this is my comment...

Yes, money is not everything but with money we can do many good things as well as bad things. But, for me, i take it in a positive way. I believe money can promote betterment in my life. With money i can buy my own laptop to do my work and assignments faster and easier without relying on other people. But i hope we are all striving for good things. The good things might be sadaqah and etc.

Besides, if poor people is forever to be in their condition (not aiming for more)when are they going to improved? Yes, Islam promotes zuhud and encourages us to look for akhirah but Allah never command us to neglect the world... And world means money.

Even in the doa that we used to say after the prayer also means, "Oh my Lord, grant me success in the life on earth and the hereafter..." ***I'm not sure about the real transation but that's what i understand***
That means, u can look for money so that it can bring happiness, honour and power for you in life on earth. However, you must not be blinded by the money and neglect the hereafter.

So, for me... money means a lot to me. With money, I can improve my family’s way of life, I can buy many things that I always wanted (bags,shoes,books,clothes,camera,handphone,laptop and many others) and also I can do some charity to people. However, I strongly agree that money is not everything because money can’t buy the two most important things for muslims such as me which are love and iman. Without love u will not taste true happiness and without iman you will not feel the Greatness of Allah and without both of them your heart will be filled with emptiness.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

I've just watched the movie yesterday...wohoo...not bad..
Although it cant compete with harry potter but i really love the story..
I have a collection of all books from the saga of darren shan. I started to like this story since i first read them during my matriculation but i've started collecting the books juz a few years ago. It's worth it to buy all of them coz i luv the books so much. Now that the movie's out, i guess i'm more hepi...:)heee...
I enjoyed the movie sooo much although it's a lil bit different from the books. Hope to have more sequels of the movie after this...Insyaallah...:)