Friday, April 26, 2013
Christina Aguilera-Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
Labels: my story
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Abah,
Baru semalam rasanya ku menyuap makanan ke mulutmu...
Baru semalam juga rasanya ku melihat mu baring di tempat tidurmu...
Dan baru semalam ku menatap wajahmu yg penuh kesabaran
dgn sakitmu & karenah keluargamu...
Abah,
Kini kau telah pergi buat selamanya...
Meninggalkan kami semua...
Kau pergi tanpa amaran...
Membuat kami terkilan & terpana...
Maafkan kami tidak memahami...
Abah,
Sesungguhnya kami amat merinduimu...
Suaramu, gelak tawa & senyummu serta pandanganmu...
Ku rindu saat kita bergelak ketawa bersama...
saat kau mengambil berat pd anak-anakmu...
Dan saat kita bahagia bersama...
Abah,
Kerusi rodamu, tilammu, kain bajumu, ubatmu...
Semuanya mengingatkan kami kepadamu...
Hanya air mata yg mampu menitis ketika kami merinduimu....
Ilmu, nasihat & tunjuk ajar yg kau curahkan pada kami
bakal kami manfaatkan sepenuhnya,
Kami berdoa agar kau aman sejahtera di sana...Insyaallah...
AL-FATIHAH...
Labels: my story
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Labels: my story
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
I was always fascinated by the night skies.
I luv how beautiful the stars & the moon lighting the dark sky. I wish i can go up there & pluck one of the stars to keep in my closet. Haha...
Moreover, as my name means star in arabic, i'm quite keen towards them.
There's even a surah in the Quran about stars.
What a beautiful creation...subhanallah:)
Labels: saje2
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
Alkisahnye, mggu lps aku dftar amik lesen kete + msuk klas KPP(kurikulum pendidikan pemandu)...
Malu jgk rase sbb tgk bdk2 je yg ramai lam klas tu, sume mude2...ade some je yg brumur sket.
Aku pn berkenalanla ngn adik2 kat sebelah aku. Due2 umo 20 thn bru...huhu..peramah jgk bdk sorg tu...best gak borak2 ngn die...:)
Pastu time rht ni berknalan ngn sorg lg bdk ni, bru pas spm... Comel je..die pn tanye umo aku...aku pn jwbla
"jauh lg tua dr adik,dh 24 dh. Akak bru abis degree."
Adik manis tu pn tanye lg, "ooo...pastu ble akak nk kawin nye?"
"Errk..."aku terkedu...
Slame ni kt U mostly xkawin lg,
membe2 tmpt keje pn ramai blom berumah tgga lg..
Mesti adik ni rase aku dh tua kan? Dh jauh bleh kawin dh..
Napela akak ni xkawin2 lg...uhu
Begitulah pandgn adik2 kt kmpg2 ni, pd mereka aku ni dh tua dh...Tp kalu kat kl mne, aku ni mentah lg.. Xde pengalaman pn.. Nk cr keje pn ssh...huhu...
Terase matang kejap ble adik tu dok tanye experience mcm2. Sbbnye, bru aku perasan byk dh yg aku lalui sebelum ni sebenarnye...
Aku bersyukur pdMu Ya Allah kerana memberiku nikmat & pengalaman hidup ini. Alhamdulillah(^^,)...
Labels: my story
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
I always think dat no one, NO ONE would understand me fully due to my complexity & weirdness. No one understands me including my love ones.. And today it is proven dat even my beloved abg faiz nvr understand me. So sorry...
Forgive me for being da way I am.
I juz can't help being me...
Labels: my story
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
I miz my old self...
A determined, hardworking & filial me...
Ke mane pegi aku yg dlu...
I'll try to find her & nvr let her go again...
Bcoz with her I will feel alive...
Pliz help me My Lord..
Labels: my story
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Its hard to deliver wat u mean to people. So better choose my word carefully...
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